"It is that we are never so defenseless against suffering as when we love, never no helplessly unhappy as when we have lost our loved object of its love". Sigmund Freud
Son of the Nephilim. Less than 1% of the people on earth like me genetically.Just a normal guy otherwise.Oldschool gamer from commodore 64 to now.Console hacker and boot wearer. RPGs and Wow player with an occasional strategy/fps/survival horror. Snapchat Diitron
I'm here to conversate and touch. Either can't go on too long without the other.Im here to pass time with souls till the right one comes along.Ive met people I thought were perfect and they ran over some stupid stuff.Some I also ran from for fear of my kidneys on the black market or another impass.
Love would be great.If someone was capable of it.People treat it like a hole you fall in accidentally but in this hole it must feel pillowy filled with positivity and fun. Love is work anyone that's been in a relationship over a couple years knows this. So I'm going to be real and say this. I want to join forces and make our way through life. I'm down for anything to keep my mind wrapped up in the meantime.
I have a house in a modest lakefront community.I have no children but welcome and/or want.Ive never been married although I've been engaged once.Im old fashioned and do things out of principle.
I'm not a vampiric person nor do I want one. Spent 6 years with one and a few months out of that.Im afraid of another relationship but it's what I want ultimately.
I'm actually a good person but I have my depravities,fears,walls but I try not to let them chain or define me.
Down to earth and not chasing the superficial.
My perception is superbly tuned.
I used to live for the moment,never set home,make my appearances, drink the night away,do 160 on the way home,and ride the restless waves of life
I've since traded that for life at a slower pace.Shifted gears to building mode and video games.Not that I'm not going to revisit when coerced